Condolences.

I've lost somebody.
Somebody that will never come back.
Oh God, place him together with all the good ones.

I feel guilty.
I feel stupid.
I feel wasted.
Why?
Simply because we never spend time together.
I've known him since i moved to Malacca back in 1993.
The first few friends that i had, when i shifted to Malacca.

We went to the same primary school.
We were staying not far from each other.
But why we didn't talk much when we met each other?

Maybe my ego was far above the ground that time.
Urghhhh... i feel bad. Vey bad indeed.
I knew u were unwell for quite sometimes.
But why i never spend time with you together since then?
Urghhhh...
The answer makes me feel even worse.

He was such a good man. A very good one.
He was the first few regular visitors of this blog, which is 4-elementoz.
We have the same interest, which is photography.
He was a Lomography greatest fan.
He planned to buy a Nikon d80 dSLR.

He was silent for quite sometime.
I messaged him through his friendster.
No reply.

Couple of months later,
a friend of mine messaged me saying that...

"Alif is in ICU right now because of bone cancer."
I said.... "lets go and visit him..."
My friend replied.. "We go by this weekend. Coz i'm in Shah Alam now."
(By the way.. my friend is studying in UiTM Shah Alam.)

I received a message from him again this morning.
The message said that...

"Alif has gone back to where he belongs. Al-Fatihah."

Alif Munji
1987 - 7th August 2007
Rest in peace bro. You're always in my heart.

To the Muslims , please recite Al-Fatihah for him. Thank you.